DestinyJ ..

2010-04-05T14:28:00.001+08:00

Pitbull in Singapore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IM AM GOING TO GO.. I DONT CARE!! Im saving up and I hope my dad pays for me also.. TIXX only 85! maybe I save half.. or maybe i ask my dad as a birthday gift.

2010-04-04T16:20:00.003+08:00

What a busy weekend...

tmr school again as usual.. Must sleep early.. I have been punctual for 2 weeks straight. So i am not gonna mess it up.. I hope to carry this out till mid year... coz i got praises thats why .. And this might come in handy some day .. LOL!

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Friday- Went to Jurong Point with mum and sis. I got myself some beauty supplies. Moisturizer and stuff. Then met my granny, aunty and cousin. Went to Burger King, John Little. bla bla.. And then we went to my aunt's house. Watched a movie and then went home. I reached home about 2 plus and I went to bed immediately. coz.....

Saturday- FLAG DAY!!!!!!!! Supposed to be in school at 10am. i woke up at 9.15.. Rushed like an idiot. Was late by 10 mins plus. Collected my tin and went to City Hall with Fatin, Xiinyi and Stephanie. Xiinyi and Stephanie stood near the mrt escalators and me and fatin stoof near the entrance of Raffles Shopping Centre.

At first we were like soo shy to ask for donations and then Fatin told me " I THOUGHT YOU VERY SOCIABLE!!!!!!!!!!" so i proved to her... I went up to some American family .. they gave me about 2 dollar plus.. and the parents were soo frendly.. While he was digging his money out, they chatted with me and stuff.. ( HOW AWESOME AM I) haha.. then some aunties gave and fatin also started to ask pple. AND THEN>...

Fatin signalled to me that there was one hot guy behind me.. So i turned and of course he was damn hot .. haha.. so I went to him and I ask him for a donation. He gave me a dollar coz he only had Australian coins left.. He was soo nice. and fatin kept cursing mee lol.. haha damn funny...

then went back to school at 1 plus after I bought coffee from starbucks. After that, met mum and sis at IMM. walked ard.. had my lunch. And I went to Daiso. I love DAISO.. damn cheap and the quality is just amazing. I bought some holders and stuff coz Im cleaning up my room and turning it into something new. I threw out my old makeup containers and my accessories pouches and all.. I organised my nail stuff in a holder and my makeup in another one. Not quite done yet with my walls and my drawers.

Later- Im going to meet my mum at IMM. I need to get something . gonna get ready noww.... bye byeeeeeesssssssssss.

2010-03-23T19:26:00.001+08:00

2010-03-19T11:32:00.002+08:00

Holidays are gonna be over soon.... Its friday already.. :(

Need to finish up my homework now.

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Went to my cousins house alot. Slacked there. Watch movies . Swimming. Shopping(not much)...

so today is homework day..

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I dont really know what to blog about nowadays..

And i always come back ard5 to 6pm on weekdays. So I hardly have time to update.

So i shall just leave my blog as it is k..

and when i feel like updating, i will..

coz i dont really care about this blog anymore..

2010-03-19T11:28:00.001+08:00

Babygirl Iirah Fresco... call me asap.

I dont have your number..

2010-03-04T18:20:00.002+08:00

Love the pic ontop... planning to change my skin and use this one.. she is freaking hot..

Anw... didnt update for ages.. really busy with school and i get really tired nowadays..

im gonna be relaxxing tmr like finally.. going out with cousins to celebrate dearest Jash's birthday.. Then on Saturday, going for a BBQ at my mum's fren's condo. relaxing weekend.. mmmmmm...

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on monday, syaf and lulu came to my place.. we watched jennifer's body and then went to chatroulette.. haha so much funny things happened... and then the turkish pple.. ahahha cant really elaborate here coz certain adults read my blog..

and then busy days and today also.. so fucked up. need to do homework later. :(

march holidays are gonna come soon.. but i cant really relax.. its all so pressurising..

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TO MIss Foo:

I dont think you know the full story of what is happening in my life.. WHen u assume those things, i feel like screaming out the truth but i cant.. Its not gonna be the same after what happened in class today.. I always thought u were a nice teacher coz i could share things with you and you would understand.. but after what you told me today, infront of the whole class, i just cant seem to even talk to you ... even if i do, im forced to... But dont ever judge my parents.

Coz you dont know what i am going through inside. Even after I cried right infront of you, you just told me u didnt mean to say that. It still hurts.. Saying infront of everyone that you dont care about me at all already coz of what happened that time? Excluding Johnny and Saleha, they are 29 students, and u say u only have 28 to worry about and im not one of them. It is painful to hear and when everyone was looking at me even though they were really nice to comfort and help me just now. And after that you just held me close and told me those stuff .. thats what u think is happening but its more than that. .. you just dont know it..

2010-02-22T16:46:00.006+08:00

IM BACK!!!!!!!!!

OK.. i dont really wanna blog much coz of 2 reasons..

1. LAZY!
2. Busy!

So these are just random pictures of me and family.

Sis looks so pretty w/o makeup.

This is major retarded-ness. haha!

Aunty Sheila's condo. the pool looks cute. haha..

HOT COWGIRL!

In the malaysian cab.. i kept laughing to myself.. lol

I LOVE HER! SHE IS SO AWESOME.

"AMAH, MISS YOU ALOT"

wait... she is not really my amah. everyone calls her that... she is my cousin ..

boredom in Uncle S house.. His house is like the best house i have ever been too.

Sofea ( my niece! haha.. but i treat her like a sister. she is so sweet.)

I miss her!! Come again to sg.. i'll bring u shopping again..

natasha.. my blue eyes girl.. haha..

AND THIS IS ALL RANDOM SHOTS..

BOREDOM WHILE WAITING FOR COUSINS TO GET READY..

AND SOMEMORE.. WE WERE ONLY GOING TO 7 11 r like 3am in the morning. haha

ok bye bye ... going for tuition soon.. :)

2010-02-07T14:37:00.003+08:00

Hellos... Today is Sunday.. :( so fast .. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

anw.. yesterday was a really fun day.

Firstly, Had lunch with mum and sis at ___________.
then after that went to Lucky Plaza. Needed to get perfumes and basic necessities coz im going to malaysia next week for CNY.
Then headed to _________ and met ___________ and __________ and ___________.
Had a really fun time with them. then they came to my place and we had dinner. they left at about 11plus. I have lots of pictures but i cant put it up.. FML.

Sorry I cant really mention who i went out with and what i did . Coz some unwanteds read my blog even my dad. Yes, daddy i know u are reading this. :)

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Anw.. im going to malaysia on friday. I am goin to shopp shopp shopp and shopp. well not really that much coz i have a limit.

I still need to get a few stuff b4 i leave.

I got my VS SuperModel Perfume yesterday ( thanks mum i love U) and the aunty at the shop gave me a discount so mum bought it.

I saw a pair of heels at orchard which was damn cheap. ( $ 15.90) .. on offer. I fell in love with it but i didnt have time to buy it so I hope I can get it b4 friday.. oh well, even if i dont, there are other shoes in the world.

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anw.. i gtg.. need to get malay homework done..

2010-02-03T17:18:00.002+08:00

Tiring week.. Tuition started .. More FOCUS lessons.

I argued with Mr Chan yesterday in Chemistry. He is soo biased! And then.. i said something which he wasnt supposed to hear.. then he told me to not challenge him and i must shut my mouth.. wtf.. he cant even close his mouth literally!!!!!! i hate him to the max! he is just like Mr Andy!!

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Going for tuition soon. LAZY! but i have too.. wont blog much nowadays.. so tired. i wanna sleep now.. but i cant!!

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Im terrified of what you'll do,
My stomach's green just when I look at you.

2010-02-03T17:07:00.001+08:00

2010-01-31T22:33:00.002+08:00

Went to Granny's house yesterday... Since I was bored.
Me and sis went to Jessica's crib and then headed to central. I got my inconspicuous earrings for school and then walked around. Slacked under block with snacks. Went home at 9plus..

Today.. i went to granny's house to collect my mum's phone coz she left it there. Then I came home straight coz I wanted to watch some Hindi Movie which is sooo awesome.. haha. So now... the movie just ended and I gotta go pack my bag for tmr.. urrghhh... dun wanna go to school.. tuition also starts tmr..
SIAN!!!

ANW.. I SHALL UPLOAD RANDOM PICS TMR... PROMISE!! WELL.. IF I DONT HAVE FOCUS/// haha

2010-01-24T14:04:00.007+08:00

Havent Blogged in a week!! :(

Well.. Lets start from Saturday.

Went for the Wizard Of Oz Musical. Had a major confusion on what to wear. In the end, I wore pantyhose and a dress. :) haha.

The musical was quite ok. Met dad and sis at Causeway Point at 10pm. Reached home at 10.45 plus++ ..

On Sunday, I didnt do much. .. ---BORING--

MONDAY/TUESDAY*****

School as Usual. Laughed like mad in class! I think this whole week was damn awesome coz like.. I laughed like mad everyday. haha. Especially in Basics, Physics and English. haha.

Boredom in Chemisty !

love my VS Pouch.

Fatin drew this on my hand. Super cute.

After F&N/ D&T

My 4 Models

From Left : Johnny, Yan Keng, Leon and Donavan. :)

WEDNESDAY***

After school, went home , took a shower and went to meet my cousin, Kareena at City Hall.

We ate J.Co's Donuts! I collected my Bumpits!!! They really work!! haha.

After collecting my bumpits, me and cuz headed to Bugis. We walked around Bugis Junction and then met Aunty. Walked to ArabStreet and we went to Embrosiure(sp?) . My cuz is working there so we get discounts! haha. I had a Kebab Burger. And my aunty had some Moroccan Dish.

Honestly, I didnt enjoy my meal. And it was quite pricey.

Tried the bumpits on Aunt's Hair. Quite nice.

SUper retarded shot Cuz took. haha.. and i was like walking in heels on a very rough flooring. So i was struggling. haha..

stopping halfway.. will edit later on. :)

2010-01-17T12:18:00.002+08:00

MATT LANTER..

SUPER HOTT!!

STARS IN 90210 ..

2010-01-15T13:32:00.002+08:00

havent blogged in a week... nothing much to blog about.. coz all i will blog about will be school, school and SCHOOL!!

anw...

finished at 11am today coz of the preparations for school musical and the teachers are extremely busy.. came home.. watched tv bla bla and now im blogging.

tmr,, i will be going to republic poly for a school musical. ( boring!) But its compulsory.

The best part is that we dont have to wear uniform!! so I can wear anythng.. haha. but must be appropriate if not they will chase us out. haha. hmm so what to wear??

i MIGHT be going to science centre later for the solar eclipse thing with Fatin and Humaira. and i wanna buy astrounaut ice creamm .. nvr eaten that for very long.

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cant wait for Chinese New Yr more then a weekend off. haha..

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im really getting so busy with school work.. almost everyday there are english and maths assignments to complete. now i have 2 english article assignments pending , practice worksheet for maths, and 2 thick booklets for malay. URGH!!!!!!!!!! and all hand up on monday.

Im gonna try and finish my maths and malay today. and my english on sunday. :)

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Got a 20 minute lecture from Mr Chan ( CHEMISTRY TEACHER) on Wednesday!! and i was so bored throughout. and it was only ME! and i dun like Mr chan!!!

oh well.. shall stop here...

shall i have a blog song? find it a little anoying at times though.

2010-01-10T15:51:00.000+08:00

gonna do homework soon..

im level-ling up in Sorority Life.. haha.. im so into that game.. Last time it was Pet Society haha..

idk what to blog about now...

oh ya.. i wana go shopping... i wanna buy boots.. thats the thing on my list now..

I heard that they have boots at forever21 and the prices are reasonable..

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well... anyone wants to go to orchard txt me coz i need to get my SuperModel Perfume.. :)

2010-01-10T15:39:00.002+08:00

lol i noe this pic is retarded but my eyes look like grey lol.. and im not wearing contacts...

haha.

2010-01-09T23:30:00.003+08:00

THIS POST IS TOTALLY ON

ADAM LAMBERT!!!!!!!!!

SUPER HOT GUY FROM AMERICAN IDOL SEASON 8.
I DUNNOE WHY BUT LIKE.. SUDDENLY IM SOO INTO HIM.. HE IS SOO HOT LA. EVEN THOUGH HE IS GAY OR WHATEVER .. WHO CARES! LOL..

SOME PHOTOS OF HIM I GOT ..

HE LOOKS SO HOT...

MY MUM SAYS HE LOOK LIKE JOE JONAS WHEN HE WAS YOUNGER..

I DUN SEE IT BUT MANY PPLE DO.. LIKE ALL THOSE CELEBRITY SITES...

ANW.. ITS A PITY HE DIDNT WIN.. BUT HE IS STILL FAMOUS AND HE HAS AN ALBUM..

IM DOWNLOADING HIS SONGS NOW..

I DUNNOE WHAT TO SAY ABOUT HIM ACTUALLY.. ALL I CAN SAY THAT HE IS SO TOTALLY HOT.. HAHA..

EVEN DADDY AGREES.. LOL ACTUALLY.. WHEN I TELL HIM THAT SOMEONE IS HOT.,,, HE JUST NODS HIS HEAD.. IF HE DOESNT AGREE, HE JUST STARES AT ME .. HAHA..

OK NO MORE DADDY NOW.. BACK TO ADAMN LAMBERT..

HONESTLY, LAST TIME I DIDNT LIKE HIM.. IDK WHY.. BUT NOW I TOTALLY LIKE HIM.

ROCK ON ADAM LAMBERT..

2010-01-08T19:28:00.002+08:00

OLA!!---

short post today.. im really tired.. i havent had enuf sleep for the past 2 days.. cant stand it.. im going to bed early today so that i can be fresh and energetic tmr. :)

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today was super tiring. Had P.E.. 6 ROUNDS AROUND THE FIELD!!! almost fainted after that.. so breathless. then study study.. then i immediately went home after school.

BAthed and got dressed. Met daddy at outram park. he took half day to bring me to my appointment. then we went to eat at burger king. came home at 5.40pm plus.

now.. im alone at home.. sis went down with mum ... im just chatting with pple and hearing songs..

lol ok.. i'll stop here..

2010-01-07T22:34:00.003+08:00

Went to Ngee Ann Poly today for some Open House Thing.
Walked alot. Resulted in my feet getting hurt.

Im really interested in the Media Course.. Its so interesting.
Especially the journalism one.
My guide was Marissa. She was really nice.

I wana go see Singapore Poly now even though I dun like it very much and others find it disgusting. Its only coz of the courses i might be heading there for.

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There is P.E tmr. Gotta try to buck up in thatt..

And I still have fluu!!! Gonna be a week already. COuld it be H1N1?!!!?!?!?!?!
And that stupid Donavan kept saying I got Nasal Menses!... wth.. LAME!

And i got stuck with Donavan in Maths class. Doesnt teachers know that he always distracts me?? REALY!.. i cant stop laughing when he talks. haha..

Its like my second day of school and we are all layed down with homework and stuff.. and im getting my F & N coursework question next week.. Its all too fast.. And my Malay O Levels is on 31st May!! fixed date! ohmygoshh. . . . . . . . . . . .

oh well.. i have to study hard.. i know i can do it though. i just gotta try and put in effort. ( I REALLY BELIEVE IT coz half the time I DUN PUT EFFORT AT ALL) ..

okays okays.. its 10.50pm now.. im gonna sleep. really exhausted..

goodnight..

PS: i miss you alot.. it feels so differnt now that u r gone.. ( coz i know u are reading this. thats why i posted it)

2010-01-02T00:06:00.005+08:00

HAD A FAB NEW YEAR!!

OK.. since i've got nothing to do right now, i shall blog about it.. every thing.. lol..

HERE IT GOESS....
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Thursday 31s december -

woke up at 9am. while mum and sis was still asleep. initially, i had to be at my cousins's house at Bukit Panjang at 11.30am ALONE. coz only me and my cuz KAREENA had to be at Trader's Hotel at 1pm to go and check in and decorate the Presidential Suite ( for kareena's parents ) like some honeymoon thing. haha. but plans changed. So instead, my mum and sis followed me and we went to the hotel straight at 1pm while my cousin did the same thing with her mum. We met and checked in. The hotel was amazing but the layout isnt right .. kinda weird. Anw, the presidential suite was damn nice. more than what i expected. no pictures at all now. in my sis's and cousin's cameras. So all of us unpacked and stuff. We brought food. Then granny and aunty freda came. So we chased Aunty Shirin to granny's room so that we could decorate her room with rose petals and pictures and stuff. Haha. while mum and sis did that, me and kareena went to Tanglin Mall to print stuff and get some items. SO bla bla bla.. then once we decorated, we all showed aunt shirin the room . and ate and stuff. Then Aunt Shirin's husband came and we all got dolled up to go to the executive lounge for teatime and stuff. food sucked!! then we went back to the suite and partied!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. Soon. my cousin SAMEER came from NS. lol he got 3 days mc. haha. so we continued to dance and do funny stuff and laugh about random stuff.
Then we took pictures. haha. Had camwhoring session. LOL!. then we turned on the tv to see what crap was happening aT THE marina bay countdown.. and it was SHITT! there was one stupid group who couldnt even sing! haha. and we did the countdown. We like sprayed party string everywhere. and after that, we didnt even clean up. we just flicked it all aside. lol. After that, normal stuff.. chatted and stuff. and we laughed like hell! Talking about ___________ lol! hahahah.. anw.. slept at 3am..

Friday, 1st Jan 2010!!

woke up at 7am. all ofus went for breakfast except for shenaz and my uncle. they were sleeping in their rooms. breakfast wasnt that great either.not much variety. out of the whole buffet, i ate only cereal, youghurt, scrambled eggs, french toast and fruits. but i was really full.

then went swimming after an hour. me, sam and kareena were in the pool while the adults went to the spa. Shenaz couldnt swim so she continued her sleep. haha. The water was so cold!! literally cold. even after being in the water for like 10 minutes.. me and sam were like shivering. so u know what we did? both of us did some canon ball jump n backward jumps into the pool. ( no diving allowed but we didnt care.lol) haha .. canonball was fun.. haha. then we took pictures also.. haha.. got tanned. went to the spa afterwards while adults went back to the room. the jaccuzi was damn hot. but i managed to just like, jump in and relaxx. and then, we went into the sauna. i felt so relaxed man. my face became slightly red cause of the heat but its not red now so ALLISWELL!! ( between me and cousins) haha.

so then we went back and took showers and stuff. haha.. then we ate lunch and packed everything. checked out at 3pm. once i reached home, i immediately went to bed . woke up at 9pm just now. was soo sleepy.. so now im just chilling and im going to watch tv soonn..

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damn ,,, school in 2 days!!! need to get ready. and i dun have 100% white shoes. so i have to buy now.. oh well... see ya...

2009-12-28T15:41:00.003+08:00

Watching 90210 season 2 episodes.. :) :)

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I was looking around on DEREON's website and I didnt find anything i like. Even the boots. :(

SO i think if im gonna buy boots, i'll get them from Victoria's secret.
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ANW, my vs items are arriving tmr!!!!!!
ok , the ones im getting tmr are my

Victoria's Secret Lip Plumper

and

Victoria's Secret "VERY SEXY" make up pouch

... i ordered somemore stuff , im waiting for them to ccome to ME!!

But now, im not sure if i want the BEACH TOTE or the SUPERMODEL PERFUME.

2009-12-27T21:07:00.003+08:00

Going To Tampiness tmr.. so lazy but must go...
:(

School's gonna start really soon. Havent prepared yet. :(

Nothing to blog about right now..

Just surfing the net..

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ON THURSDAY!

haha..

ok anw... went to city hall and met shahrukh , jashmim and khurshed.
We headed to orchard. Collected my VS item and then we went to eat.. ANd my contact lens came out halfway when i was eating. wtf rite??

anw.. we walked around and i must say that Khurshed is really annoying!! He keeps disturbing me la.. We went to Spinelli at Orchard Central and we played Truth or Dare. and we dared all sorts of crap. haha We even dared Khurshed to go propose to some lady called NEELU. haha.
FUNNY TO THE MAXX!! And jashmim got jealous. haha.
So we left at 9pm and headed home. Separated. Shahrukh was with me.
Reached home at 10 pm..

We're going to arab street next.. haha.

2009-12-26T23:24:00.003+08:00

My new Victoria's Secret by Colin Stuart Glitter Wedge Thong.

got it on thursday.. LOVE IT TO DEATH>. mine's in black!!

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2009-12-26T19:14:00.003+08:00

hi hi.. yoyo..

woke up quite late today.. did cleaning today. . . .

And something funny happened. I was using the laptop in the hall and th tv was on. and mum came up to me and said " B, off the tv if u not watching" and i was like "nooo i wanna watch while using the laptop".. and my mum started laughing at me. U NOE WHY?

coz i was watching some old hindi movie which im usually not interested in. haha. and i was so engrossed in it. haha ...

ok i gtg.. brb.. im gonna leave this post as it is first..

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EDITED!

Ok.. back.. just surfing the net.. soo bored.

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Yesterday, I went for a birthday dinner at a restaurant. Met the bride and groom of last week 's wedding. The groom's mum gave me and my sis 50 bucks each for our performance tht day.. not bad rite? hahah..
so obviously im going to spend it. but idk on what.

2009-12-26T18:43:00.002+08:00

2009-12-25T00:37:00.000+08:00

Went to orchard today..

COLLECTED MY VICTORIA'S SECRET SLIPPERS.
:) :) :) :) :) LOVE IT TO DEATH.. NOW ONLY A FEW MORE ITEMS LEFT TO COLLECT.

IM LAZY TO BLOG.. NOT TODAY K? BYe

2009-12-21T21:23:00.002+08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO...

Spent 3 hours shopping online from Victoria's Secret!! :) :)

What did i buy? not much only about 4 to 5 items..

And I spent about $150??

And i also booked a few Juicy Couture stuff which i'll pay when i get my items..
( major splurge! )

- "GO JUICY" HOODIE AND SHORTS
- "JUICY" WHITE BIKINI
- "JUICY COUTURE" HANDCARRIED TOTE

I booked only these 3 first. see how it turns out. ohmygosh im soo in love with the hoodie and shorts. and its in babypink.

AND TO SOME STUPID DUMB,, ITS ALL ORIGINAL!!!!!! AND NOT FROM INDONESIA OR THAILANDD!!

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Recently, someone blogged about originality and no originality... she hates it when someone says " eh ohmygosh she copycat me!" ..
BUT I THINK SHE BLOGS ABOUT THIS IS BECAUSE she is the major copycat.

Honestly, she nvr like or blabber about Victoria's Secret last time. And when I bought my first victoria's secret, she was like " ohmygod damnn nice"... And then she starts to blabber about Victoria Secret..

and now .. she starts saying that she bought real VS perfume.. CMON! Is it a big deal if u buy??

So i shall show off also lah.. but i wont.. i just said im gonna buy all these stuff and things like that.. but u go like

" VICTORIA SECRET, JUICY, ED HARDY!! its fake but VS is real!"

lol.. of course like 3 quarter of ur stuff is fake!! cmon ..ur country is the land of the fake. hahaha..

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anw.. im going to continue looking ard the websites...

Done with Victoria's Secret and Juicy Couture. Now on to.. hmm not sure.. I just want make up right now. haha.

2009-12-21T13:38:00.001+08:00

HOW CAN U GET REAL STUFF IN THAT COUNTRY?? IF IT COSTS MAYBE ARD $70 AND ABOVE SG MONEY THEN I CAN BELIEVE.. BUT I IF ITS LIKE $20 THEN WHO WANTS IT? haha..

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had such an *AWESOME* chat with some japanese wannabe.. haha.

2009-12-21T00:26:00.002+08:00

Lots to blog about...

Went for the wedding yesterday... and it was

FUCKINGG AWESOMEEEE!!!

haha... i swear..

ok.. when we reached there, there was not much pple yet coz shenaz had to seat at the front counter with some ladyy.. then we just walked ard the place and stuff.. then soon after lots of pple came, we settled.. and i met my cousins and jashmim. Jash brought her Persian boyfren. His name was Khurshed.. AND I SWEAR HE LOOKS LIKE JAY SEAN!!! EVEN HIS HAIR!! BUT he was damn nice.. HE said I look like soha ali khan( some bollywood actress).. lol..

so we got to know each other and stuff.. met loads of pple....

And thank god.. my dance went smoothly.. got $70.. so i can go shopping.. haha..

then had dinner... and shenazeer's performance also.. and the best part was definitely the dancefloor.

Dance the whole night till the wedding was over.. danced with Jashmim, Khurshed, his bro , shenaz, shahrukh and shahraad the most.. And u know something... I dun lie about this kind of stuff but Khurshed tried to kiss me or something like that.. and when like we switch partners, he danced with me.. and when got some sexy song or something he got really close then shahraad ( 9 yrs old) came in between us coz he like wanted to stop him? haha... and i told shahrukh but i didnt tell jash.. im not that bad u know wantuh break up pple relationship.. haha..

AND U KNOW WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO ME?/???

I GOT FUCKING MOLESTEDD!! FROM SOME DRUNK FUCKER.. HE KEPT TOUCHING MY BACK AND THEN HE SQUEEZED MY ASS!!! I GOT DAMN SCAREDD LA... AND THEN WHEN WE TEENAGERS WERE PLANNING ABOUT GOING FOR SHEESHA NEXT WEEK, HE COME AND EXTRA. THEN HE SAT BESIDE ME!!! AND SHAHRUKH WAS BESIDE ME ON MY RIGHT. I GOT SCARED BUT SHAHRUKH TOLD ME TO JUST WAIT.. AND THEN... THE FUCKER PUT HIS HAND UNDER THE TABLE AND GO TOUCH MY THIGH!!! I IMMEDIATELY GOT UP AND WENT TO THE TOILET WITH SHAHRUKHL.. I ALMOST CRIED.. shahrukh wanted to tell jash's dad to go beat him up.. but i didnt want trouble got the fucker was drunk and he was an uncle to me coz my mum quite close to him.. so i forgot about it.. but its like fucking gross man..

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today... went for dinner at Riverwalk.. and came home at about 10 plus... right now im going to bed soon..

no plans for tmr.. i'll probably go shopping next week..

i need a new pair of black heels..

2009-12-19T00:52:00.004+08:00

EXHAUSTTEDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!

went to Mid Point Orchard at 12pm.
I GOT MY LEGS AND MY UNDERARM WAXED. HAHA I Dun shave like stupid dumbos..
anw..
then went bowling with IIRAH and SHENAZ..
HAHA super fun i tell u!.. me and iirah didnt even know how to bowl.. lol..

so we anyhow shoot. and we keep throwing the the ball. and the thing made a super loud BANG!. haha. so took photos but its with iirah..

anw when we came we saw THISS!!

haha SOME lame pple wanna show off that they have made in USA stuff.. so me and iirah also show off.. even she thought that the person who did that at first so fucking childish and stupid!

anw. had to go off early..

met syaf and got my contacts. and i finally can wear it.. my eyes are so sensitive i tell u. haha.

i stood infront of the mirror for almost 2 hours..

DID MY NAILS!! I LOVE THE COLOUR.. ITS SO COOL..

WENT to granny's house on thursday.. otw, i bought 6 bottles of nail polish..and NO REGRETS!

Last Sunday was super fun though.. went to orchard with cousin to get extensions.. so

we went to TAKASHIMAYA to buy make up coz they had vouchers..

they bought BOBBY BROWN EYESHADOW AND LIPSTICK.. ( TO SOME SLUT WHO THINK ONLY SHE HAVE BOBBY BROWN POWDER)..

anw.. whats the big deal if u have bobby brown powder? u big fuck isit?? even i can afford lah.. dun act.. u got it as a gift.. not u bought it.

and somemore u scared to leave ur bag on the table coz u scared pple take ur BOBBY BROWN POWDER.. U CAN HARDLY EVEN SAY BOBBY BROWN.. hahaha

some pple are soo weird.. haha..

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U KNOW WHAT I DID JUST NOW?

I REJECTED A MOVIE DATE FROM SHABIR..

honestly, i feel so bad but im not the least bit interested in him . He keeps flirting and it bugs me alot so I talked to RICKY ( super awesome but vulgar big bro) bout it and he said to tell him the truth..

so i did.. and he was sad! ohmygosh. and i suggested hanging out with a bunch of frens but he want alone.. wtf man.. somemore he still wanna go out with me even thought i said im 15. wth.

and he is still talking to me and asking me to ride on his bike with him..

URGGHH!!

anw.. im going to sleep in about 15 mins. really tired..

goodnight!!

2009-12-16T18:46:00.002+08:00

woke up at 1PM.

didnt do much today... watched tv blabla..

im going to the hospital soon.

one of my dad's side aunty got admitted...

so i have to go.. and probably see some bitches whom i hate sooo much..

and those bitches, i mean my cousins.. coz i hate my dad's side cousins.

so cant blog much... need to get dressed... bye bye!

2009-12-15T18:04:00.002+08:00

Back from granny's place...
I stayed over yesterday with my cousins.. WE had such a great time..
from making stupid videos to camwhoring to singing .. haha..

i got videos to upload and pixx too...

i miss tasha and nadya alot.. havent spent time with them since my birthday party..

aNW... i cant blogg much now.. i have to do some housework...

so i'll blog tmr..

2009-12-12T00:58:00.003+08:00

I really wantt alot off things right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll list them since Im sooo bored!!

- An awesome clutch
- New pair of shoes
- Black Heels
- Victoria Secret/ Guess wallet
- More Victoria Secrett stuff.
and lotts more. :) :)
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A few daes back... My mum and I were talking about my sweet sixteen next yr..

And I got soo excited I kept talking about it and getting so excited! hahah...

And I was like " mummy,, What are you going to get me?"
And shenaz was soo extra " CAR!!
And I cant get a car.. I dun even want a car.. Maybe when Im 18 then we'll talk. haha

So my mum suddenly said " Juicy Couture??"

AND I WAS LIKE SOOO FUCKING EXCITED>. hahah but i dun really know what im gonna get..

but wtv I get, I'll appreciate... And btw.. mummy's taste is freaking awesome. :)

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Going to Lucky Plaza tmr in the morning with mummy and shenaz. Then after, we'll be heading to Aunty's house... for lots of discussions on wedding stuff and wedding anniversary plannssss...

Ok .... thats it forr noww...

will blog on sundayy

2009-12-10T19:03:00.003+08:00

Going to meet mummy in 10 mins to go buy some stuff.
Then I need to help mummy clean the house.
Today and tmr we're going to do atleast 3 hours of cleaning.

Saturday, Im going to my aunty's house. There is a mini party going on. :) :) sweeett!!

Then Monday Im going to my Granny's house to alter my dress. I need it shortened and the straps tightened.
I really want that dress that I tried on yesterday. Maybe after I get some money after the wedding, I can go buy it..

ok... thats it.. bye bye!

2009-12-10T00:12:00.004+08:00

On my Video phone, make a cameo....

yo yo ... going to sleep soon.. kinda tired...

anw.. met Syaf at 1 plus at Jurong East Interchange. Went to IMM to collect her spectacles.Then we walked ard and ate at LONG JOHN..MY TREAT!!! haha... showing off ;-) Then we went to THIS FASHION at Kranji. I bought a camisole and a lacy tube bra. for my performance.. Im going to put some glitter on it and maybe some sequins or diamantes. :)

Coz the black lacy one is plain. So im gonna use it with a flare skirt. IDK which skirt im gonna use.. I need to search for my 'sexy' flare skirt coz i hope my mum didnt throw it away.. If i cant find it, maybe I will just buy another onee...

And then syaf decided to get some hot dresses and go try it so I took this FUCKING AWESOME DRESS!!! haha.. damn slutty and chiio...

NICE RITE??? And here is the back..

So damn prettay...

And here is my camisole.. I didnt take a pic of my black tube so...

ANDDD I also bought...

SHE IS SO HOT... damn gorgeous...

haha.. Dad bought it for me :)

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Went home at ard 5 plus.. got dressed again and went for dinner with dad and sis at macdonalds.. haha we kept laughing about random stuff and then we went to Popular. Shenaz wanted Jay Sean's album but they didnt have it... I think im gonna buy Beyonce's I AM SASHA FIERCE deluxe edition or probably the platinum one or maybe Lady Gaga's THE FAME MONSTER.. :)

I dont think im going anywhere tmr.. Maybe next week with syaf again. Fareast Plaza??

2009-12-08T19:47:00.002+08:00

SHAWTY , WHAT YO NAME IS?

haha.. awesome tagline.
anw... lets start with sunday.

Went to my cousin's house. Had dinner, cake and stuff..
Chit Chat.. Phototaking Session. bla bla.

Met Jasmim after so long. I didnt intend to talk to her coz we had some quarrels last time.
But in the end we did so it all went well..

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Yesterday was uber boring. :( didnt go anywhere.

Today Mum was off so she cooked!! Sweet n Sour Fish with Chili . Cauliflower and Broccoli!!!

haha yum yums!! I love Mum's Cooking. Honestly, I love all my family's cooking. My aunt's and even uncles cook the best meals. :)

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Im meeting MY BIMBO SYAF TMR!!! HAHA I miss her.. Havent seen her since the extended programme thingy.. haha.

And im going out for dinner with my dad.... :) :) :)

Lets just end it with a pic of ME!!! but its has a weird effect. I moved the camera away too fast so its kinda blurry .. MY BAD!!

My outift for cousin's birthday!

It looks like im fading away.. :)

2009-12-06T13:51:00.001+08:00

ohmygosh! a freaking awesome thing just came into my mind!!! I think i want to try and make clothes. how freaking cool will that be??

maybe i wanna get a sewing machine and some stuff like a manequin so i can design like those pple in project runway.. :) :) haha!

2009-12-06T13:40:00.002+08:00

Got my nails done!! :) sweet!

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Mum just called. I will be going to my cousin's place at ard 7pm.. so late.. so i will be home all day.

Anw, i have so many pics to upload but im so lazy.. i feel like having hot chocolate with marshmallows!! urgh!

anw, i updated my tagged and my twitter already..

So i think im going to just surf the net right now...

i will blog properly tmr :)

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i sooo want a Tiffany and Co Necklace.

2009-12-06T11:06:00.001+08:00

good morning!!!

ok later im going to get ready forthe bbq.. :)

i cant type much now.. im doing my nails!

2009-12-05T23:54:00.003+08:00

ok im done talking to shiza so i shall blog..

went to my aunt's house today. super fun... came home at 10pm.
tmr im going to my cousin's mini party. he is having a bbq coz he turns 14 tmr! haha..
can't wait...

i need to go shopping!! havent shopped in a week!
There are quite a few things i need to do.

- go to kranji "this fashion" to get my tube top and probably some mini skirt with ruffles for my performance. :) ohmygosh im so excited!

- practice like crazy. i mean, i know the whole dance coz i did it b4. but hello! i still wanna do even more. i was thinking of adding some bootyshaking moves or something. i must be a total slut in my dance. haha and i can get money. i think around a 100 bucks or more.. :) :)

- get some hot boots??

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do u wanna know why my mum is so awesome? she wanted to get me and my sis a gucci wallet last week!! isnt that soo sweet.. haha! and i didnt even ask for it.

but i dun think im gonna buy that gucci wallet. i think i shall buy a juicy couture one or some others that i find attractive..

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Mum bought an awesome dress for me and my sister for the wedding but i gavve it to my granmother to alter it. i want the dress to be shorter so i can show off my legs..haha. but mum agrees so :) :) :) .
but i dun think i wanna wear that for the wedding . i wanna wear my sequined short dress coz i bought matching footwear. the flats costz only 5 bucks. it was on a mega sale. freaking awesome buy. i think im going to buy more shoes from there. i have my eye on the $10 pumps!!

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Ok , i dont think i should be blogging about this but, there was this random guy on msn. and he started talking to me. i have never talked to him in yrs coz he is my fren's brother. but yesterday, he kept talking to me and like *flirting?* with me. it was so annoyin.. and at 4 am!! haha.. so weird.. i just hope he doesnt talk to me today.

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wel. honestly i have lots to blog about.. but maybe not today... tmr??

2009-12-05T23:23:00.000+08:00

CURRENTLY CHATTING MY SHIZA... OHMYGOSH I MISS HER.. LONG TIME NO CHATTY...
HAHA SO I WILL UPDATE LATER..

2009-12-04T00:30:00.001+08:00

2009-12-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

2009-12-02T23:08:00.003+08:00

my super awesome family!!!

i look so dark here.. super retarded though.. haha!

going to practice now.. but im really sleepy.. but i have to do it though. i wanna be really good when i perform and im gonna give my best.

About 700 pple will be watching me!!! can u imagine? 700!!! and im not doing any simple hiphop routine ok... im doing bellydancing u know... and i cant look fat. honestly, i dun think im that fat.. im fine with everything except for my stomach.. its coz i got my menses late or something.. thats what my mum and dad claim! haha.

anw.. mum is currently stressing herself with the migration forms.

Can u imagine that im migrating? i never thought i would u know.. when it was confirmed 2 months ago.. i was like "wtv.. i doubt im going" .. and then now i really am.. but its delayed though.. maybe ard may im leaving.. but if its gonna be longer, i would just take my o levels here first.

and uncle bobby is super awesome!! i think he is gonna be so good to me! He promised me that he is gonna bring me to California!!!! probably end of next yr or the yr after during the school holidays.. He also let me visit Singapore every yr and I can stay here for almost a month.

So i can meet my family and friends!!

Even though im not going now or like this month, im still sad coz 4 months is not enuf time for me to spend time with everyone i love.

These are the people im really going to miss..

- my family..

-my cousins..

-Syafiqah!!!!( my super awesome bimbo twain!!)

-Fatin.

-3e4!! or should i say 4e4? haha

- Masnisha my beloved sister.. I've known u since i was 2! haha. i love you .. :)

-Lavania my darling bff!!!

- And all the rest whom i cant remember right now.

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ok.. so im going off now...

toodles.!!

2009-11-29T22:48:00.004+08:00

PICTURES!!!

finally uploadedd them... i hate my stupid usb.. haha!
ok i super lazy to blog....

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HARI RAYA!!!!

lol honestly... this was just for fun.. i dun really stink oK!!!

again... I HATE MY FRINGE!!!!

2009-11-29T18:13:00.003+08:00

seriously.. just leave me alone.... whaever i wanna do can u just get lost and dun bother??

I post something on my fb, u go ard asking everyone.. like whats wrong with u?? cant u just mind ur own business....

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im pissed with someone whooose name i shall not mention.
cmon... if u wanna bitch about me to ur friend..just come clean and tell me.. dun have to purposely blog about it or post it up somewhere and say that its private and stuff.. coz i happen to know its about me.. im not paranoid.. i just noe it k.. coz i know that whatever happened.. its not over for you guys.. but technically its over for me coz i forgot about it a long long long long long time ago.. :)

2009-11-29T01:17:00.002+08:00

HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY !!!

Hari Raya was awesome... Met my family... I LOVE MY FAMILY!! haha
we put all our diffs aside and enjoyed! haha

Today... went to Bukit Panjang Plaza with mum to meet aunty and cousin.. We walked ard and ate at some kaya toast place.. Bought some shoes. I feel like buying somemore tmr. :P

kinda lazy to blog .

im using the laptop now so its kinda laggy to upload pics. so i'll use the com tmr... :)

bye byes...

2009-11-25T18:09:00.002+08:00

STUPID HAIRDRESSER!!! I TOLD HER TO CUT MY FRINGE A LITTLE SHORTER AND SHE MADE IT BANGS!!! AND SOMEMORE THE BANGS NOT EVEN!!!! WHAT AN ASS!!

LATER I POST UP PICS....

SO PISSED...

anw.. im not gonna dye my hair anymore... Im just going to put more extensions.. i think its better...

AND GUESS WHAT?? mummy let me pierce my nose!!! yay yay yay! thanks mum a million.. i love you to death!

2009-11-23T16:00:00.002+08:00

TO DO LIST -----------------

- MAYBE GO SHOPPING?
- TRIM MY FRINGE ON WEDNESDAY
- REMOVE MY EXTENSIONS AND COLOUR MY HAIR ON THURSDAY
- GO TO GRANNY'S PLACE FOR HARI RAYA ... BLA BLA... .

KINDA BORED RIGHT NOW... :(

2009-11-22T21:32:00.001+08:00

HOW EASY IT WAS FOR THEM TO SAY IT..

WELL THEN FINE!!!NICE KNOWING YOU AND STUFF...

BYE FOREVER I ASSUME???

2009-11-21T23:07:00.002+08:00

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Currently just drowning myself in music and playing Sorority Life on facebook. Im kinda addicted to it. It really fun. Watched Scream Queens just now. Haha and the girls act really good but some are really freaking funny. U can laugh all day at their over dramatic acting.

Did my nails yesterday. Pink and White. BUt it kinda sucks coz my white isnt really good. Its drying up so I need to go get a new one. My pink is still my love coz its like luminous pink. I was thinking about getting a luminous green colour for a change.

Hari Raya is next week. Im going to get extensions again. And Im going to cut my fringe.
I honestly dun know what to wear for Hari Raya .. Maybe I just wear tight jeans with a nice top like those really nice indian type.. its called "kurta" or something...

I wanna buy new clothes.. Everywhere I go, Im tempted to buy those really nice dresses and stuff. But i have to stop now. JESSICA, i want to try the dress.. the square one. haha its so freaking cute. haha!

ok ok i shoould stop now... im going to continue with my game..

2009-11-20T20:44:00.000+08:00

SO OBSESSED WITH THE SONGS BY SELENA GOMEZ!!!!! FREAKING NICE ... I KEEP PUTTING IT ON REPEAT. HER VOICE ISNT THAT STRONG BUT SHE CAN SING... HER SONGS ARE LIKE SLIGHT TECHNO AND STUFF.... BUT ITS SO FREAKING NICE...

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everything comes naturally... when you're with me baby..

2009-11-19T19:47:00.004+08:00

CURRENTLY THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE WORLS RIGHT NOW... AND ONLY MY XOXO GIRLS KNOW WHY!!!!! HAHA NEVER EXPECTED SOMETHING LIKE THIS TO HAPPEN ... THANKS TO MY DARLING XOXO GIRL WHO IS ALSO MY SISTER , SHENAZ!!! I LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH U CAN BE REALLY ANNOYING! I LOVE YOU CE'CILE!!! HAHA...
GOOD LUCK WITH THE DRUMS!!! :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

PICTURES...

so unglam... haha!

2009-11-17T20:30:00.002+08:00

when they decided to go their own way...
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so bored this few days..

went to jurong point today to buy a thumbdrive with mum. Came home .. bla bla.. ate.. bla bla.. and now im blogging...

anw... im leaving to Australia in early January... tomorrow, i have to throw all my school stuff and all my past worksheets and stuff..
Im not going to canterbury high school anymore.. yay!! got a new one.. but its still a girls school. but the school is awesome. I can choose my subject combinations and what second language i want and other stuff...
so cool rite...?

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I hope you guys understood what i said yesterday.. we should hang out!!
And if you guys have your reasons ... then i dont know what to say already........... but YOU GUYS SHOULD STILL KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU OK..... I REALLY DO...dont think that i have such a bossy character or whatever i have heard. if im bossy then i apologise..

2009-11-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

Updating XOXO's blog.. go check it out!

2009-11-13T20:58:00.003+08:00

PIERCINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ohmygosh I so want these!!

belly piercing!

nose piercing!

lip piercing!

ohmygosh.. i think i wanna pierce my nose first? like super awesomezzzzz..

i only have lobes and helix coz my mum is like soo ruling me!!!!!!!!

anw... i hope by end of this yr i can go and pierce my nose..

im chatting with syafiqah now... talking about thursday!!!

im going back to school to see pple whom i love!!! haha...

2009-11-12T21:29:00.002+08:00

I love my cousin!! Shahraad u are so awesome for a 9 yr old!

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Oh man! Canterburgh Girls High School! I dun want a bloody girls school! But im forced to go there due to distance stuff. But what can I do? Oh Well....

Im really sick! I've got a bad flu and fever. I didnt go for the mock test today so im totally screwed but Im going to school tmr to inform them about the migration thing. So I guess i wont be going to school next week. HAHA!! :)

Project Runway is on soon. I love Shirin and Irina. I hope one of them wins!

Ok.. thats itt,... bye bye!

2009-11-11T22:11:00.000+08:00

hey.. watching singapore idol now.. dun have time to update.

but IM DOWN WITH THE FLU! AND TMR THERE IS SOME MOCK PAPER SHIT THING.
IDK WHY IS THERE A NEED FOR ME TO GO TO SCHOOL.. IM GOING TO A NEW SCHOOL AND STILL.. URGH!

2009-11-10T20:31:00.007+08:00

XOXO! XOXO! XOXO! XOXO! XOXO! XOXO!
Who is XOXO?
well.....

SHENAZEER!

DESTINYJ!

JESSICAALOUISE!

HIMIKICHAN!

DOESNT JESSICA LOOK SUPER AWESOME WITH HER PINK HAIR? HAHA!

I LOVE MY GIRLS!! :)

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lets move on...

Don't you consider me your best friend? then why lie to me? i thought we were all ONE!

I thought we laughed and we cried and we shared everything together. I was there when u were a depressed bitch! Then why do you keep lying to me about who you are? Why do you act as a different person with me? tell me!! Just once, i would like to hear the truth... Just because I have more freedom and I am more privileged than u? seriously.....Is that what its all about? Its not just me.. I think they feel it too...

no mood but do visit http://www.wearexoxo.blogspot.com/ .... :)

Here are some halloween pics..

I was Lady Gaga for halloween! AWESOME!!!

MY LARLING KIKI! yes u heard it rite... larling!

obsessed!

2009-11-10T16:50:00.005+08:00

DONT MESS WITH ME!!

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Granny is here.. She is cooking curry! And it smells delicious! mmmmm...
Im so bored. The stupid air con guy is here too. So I gtg help out.. URGH!!

brb... back in an hour or so...

byebye,...

Layouts layouts

2009-11-07T20:43:00.001+08:00

Thanks to Jessica a million times for this layout. I love you my Bimbo!!!
Anyway.. lets just start with today...

Went to Lot 1 with Jessica. Bought my waxing strips and kiki's present. I also got a Helix piercing. I dared myself to do it like finally. haha mum want too happy but she said my punishment was for her to wax me instead of me doing it myself. haha. waxed my legs and my underarms. softie softie legs.. i love it.

I wanna get baby pink nail polish. Im so sick of the ones that i have. Swimming tomorrow with XOXO! I miss my girls! We are gonna play and sing in the water like attention seeking bitches!! I dun know what to wear so Im gonna do it now coz i dont wanna rush tmr. Meeting my girls at 9am.

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Im not going for camp. I have this kind of phobia in me. Im afraid of all the activities that involve heights and water. It scares me.

I'll stop here. Im going to pack for tmr...

AND OUCH!!!!!!!!! MY MUM PLAYFULLY SNAPPED AT MY EAR!!! OUCH OUCH OUCH!!

A new me?

2009-11-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

New Blog.. New Skin.. New Pics.. New Me..
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Deleted my previous blog and gonna be devoted to this one. I have to be active in this one coz JESSICA wants to read my "super amazing blog with super amazing posts". I hope you are happy Jess!! Well, im not though. Not coz of the blog but coz of my super busy holidays. I dont think i can enjoy much due to 2 reasons.
1- Extended Programme in TSS.
2- Preparation for Australia Migration and stuff.

And besides that, I tend to get super tired nowadays. Crap...

I wanna go grab something to eat right now.. Maybe some astronaut ice cream..
Wait.. i dun have that right now.. oh well... maybe just ice cream..

Overly - Dramatic.

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